Monday, July 27, 2009

LIGHTNING DREAMS


I was sleeping, dreaming away into the night. The thunder called me back into this world. Lightning, thunder, raindrops hitting the roof and the windows trying to find a way through to the earth below.

With each bolt of lightning I was seeing the temple of the Lightning Priestess in Machu Pichu. She was standing, a silhouette, reaching out to me through the layers of consciousness that separate our worlds. My body was vibrating to the lightning energy that sparkled in the air, electricity connecting the worlds through light and awareness, her calling and my feeling the call, wanting to go and afraid to let go.

As suddenly as she was there she was gone, my mind had stepped back in between the space of the worlds and I was a once again a body on Earth, separate and apart from the connection to the infinite worlds of the dreamers.

I visited Machu Pichu for the second time last March. My first night in the Sacred Valley of the Incas, I had dreamed of a great lightning storm moving across the horizon, moving towards me. I was not alone. There was a barn with several horses directly in front of me. As dream worlds go the separation of depth, land, structures animals was not as limited by definition or perception as this world of every day Human life. The lightning was first white, spider webbing across the sky, filling the distance with it’s eerie light. As I watched the lightning moved toward me.slowly, creeping across the landscape. Then it shifted to a soft yellow color, still spider webbing, filling the sky with light. Suddenly, I realized the lightning was coming to me, I could hear it’s voice; feel it’s watching me. The horses began to whinny and get nervous so I ran to turn them out before the storm came over us, this was not a safe place for them, I thought, for some reason though I new I was supposed to be there. The horses were my old friends, the ones I had been close to when my life had been so sad and lost. They had been my companions and in a lot of ways my guardians. They had done their calling and it was time for them to go. Opening the gates they took off, I always-loved turning out the horses and watching them run for the hills.

As they disappeared into the night the lightning cracked again filling the sky with its webs of light. This time the lightning was blue, a beautiful soft blue and it covered the sky above my head. I was suddenly afraid so I got down on the ground and curled up in a ball as the space around me was electrified by the energy of the living lightning. I could feel the rain falling over me in a blessing way and then I woke up. I was in my bed in the Sacred Urubamba Valley, the mirror of the Milky Way. This was Peru and the lightning had just welcomed me, an initiation according to my Peruano friend Jorge Luis Delgado.

On my first journey to Peru the previous February I had visited the temple of the lightning Priestess in Machu Pichu and felt embraced and welcomed in much the same way as I feel the Love of the Mother at the Basilica of Guadalupe in Mexico City. This was a bit different though this was sensual and male to female with the female having the power of the lightning running through her veins. After that journey, whenever I thought of Peru I could feel myself still sitting before the great rock face of the Lightning Priestess temple.

Here she had come to me again, reaching out through the dimensions to my little trailer at The Ranch in Tennessee. On a warm July night she had come with her light and mystery to call on me. I am returning to Peru the end of September, just 6 weeks away, and once again I’ll go to her temple and sit giving my attention and love to that place and the magical Mountains surrounding Machu Pichu.

The Peruvian Shaman say she was the most powerful witch in all of Machu Pichu, that her body was found buried standing up looking out over the Sacred City and all it’s mystery.

In a few days I’ll return home to Teotihuacan and Mexico. I’ll be back where my great awakening came through the unconditional Love of the City of The Gods and the warm hearts of the Mexican people. Living between the worlds has become my way. I can honestly say the world I was raised to be a part of was never very interesting to me so it’s only fitting that I found a separate reality to walk through. I don’t know that one is better or worse than the other, but I find one to be much more interesting than the other and both come together to offer such opportunity and Sweetness. Maybe we are, as many of the Indigenous cultures say, a bridge between the worlds. That works for me. So the next time you see a great lightning storm stop and sit with all your attention turned toward the life that’s there in the storm. You might get a glimpse of the one that lives there.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

No Matter What Anybody Says


No Matter what anybody says the whole deal comes down to my relationship with my heart. If I give my power away to anything else before the integrity of my heart I will be moving away from my center.

Lately I am feeling everything around and in me with a new freshness. Like the frequency of clarity of the Heart has come into a higher vibration.

I was sitting out on our front porch this morning, on Estes Road in Nashville, feeling like my Love for Mexico was swallowing me up when a gust of wind blew through the Elm trees and a Mockingbird landed on the power line above my head. She had a fat bug in her beak and sat for a minute looking right at me. I heard her, "nothing to miss, we are all coming back together now...keep feeling it and follow your feeling...the worlds great separation is burning away in the new light of the Sun." She then resumed her bird life and flew away. Consciousness speaking as consciousness does through any form that's available til we don't need a form to get us to listen.

I have fallen in Love so many times in my life and more times than not I've fallen in Love with places, Oceans, Beaches, Mountains, Horses, People, Mysteries, feelings, a touch, a hug, a little girls laugh.

For many years falling in Love was a sideline to my "real" life. Something that spiced up the situation then I'd get back to re'al'i'ty...I never had a clue I could just follow the falling in love and live a life from that calling. That's the deal today. I can't seem to stick with anything that's not from my numerous love affairs. Mexico, Ceremony, my family, best friends, inspirations all leave my cellular structure dancing like a bug on a light bulb.

Something is happening here, what is is ain't exactly clear and that's the coolest part...we have to have faith in our calling and our ability to bring what we love to Earth with us. That is the rebirth of Heaven on Earth and that's the Deal...

BOOGIE ONWARD...
Lee

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Two Dog Night- An Evening With Eddie George and Jeff Obafemi Carr


We are not what we believe we are. We are not what we do in this world. Our lives appear to be happening in the physical sense and are certainly experienced in a physical sense and we are so much more than our physical manifestation of form, we are the one experiencing that form.

Eddie George is an amazing athlete, a damn good actor, and much more than that. Jeff Obafemi Carr is a cool, gifted, actor, artist and he is much more than that.We are not the roles we play in life and we bring those roles too life like magic. We live our roles with such passion and feeling that we fall under our own spell, believing that we have become the role. This is the basis of theater being believable,the passion and life force of the actor living the role , being the role, expressing the character with heart and soul.Believing the role is the foundation of that suspension of belief that brings the audience into the dream of the actor.

Being human is a grand form of theatrical staging. We are born into the world and are not of the world. We inherit a legacy specific to our place , time and circumstance of birth. That legacy is then carried forward through life, developed , evolved, lived,healed, perpetrated, transformed all depending on what we as individuals bring to our characters development. We inherit a role and then we choose how that role will evolve or not.

The true experience of life happens within us. The interactions from the outside are interfaced with the presence on the inside. We are all actors and most of us don't have a clue. We take this world and our physicality so seriously that we lose our connection to the truth that is our presence within, our spirit our life force our consciousness. The Love that we are is abandoned for the sake of what we have been told and have come to believe about ourselves based on what the world outside of us holds as truth and experience.

There is an old Native American tale about the two wolves that dwell within each of us and how the one we choose to feed is the one that prospers.We take on the characteristics of what we "believe " about ourselves. Once we attach to a belief we then see the world according to that belief and seek out support to make our belief the truth. Problem is that our need to be "right" distorts our perception to the point that we no longer see clearly, rather, we see through our own investment in the belief we have attached to.We are the ultimate expression of the character actors art.We create our role, step into it, and then forget that we are acting.

As talented as Jeff and Eddie are they both know when they walk off the stage it takes a few minutes to de-role from their art and ground themselves in their inner spirit.If they were to continue to play out their characters in the world people would say they were nuts, crazy, eccentric...they know the difference and so when they are in character they are 100% there, believable, dynamic. When they go home they are the light within living as Human.

Seeing Two Dog Night was reality check in dedication and art form. Great actors know they are not just the role they play and they have the ability to be that role 100% for the sake of their art, like a special forces solider giving 100% to the mission.The ego is set aside and the expression is spirit on stage. They are actors and they are much more. They are men and they are much more. We are Humans and we are much more.

These are very interesting times. The roles many of us have lived, believing that's what we are, are being rewritten while we are still learning our original lines. We can't count on what we were told as kids being there as rock solid base lines to live by. The nature of the game is changing. The reality we demand be safe and sound is becoming liquid and slippery. Fear says "better find something to hold on to" and life says "better get comfortable with letting go".Faith is recreating itself from being where we go out of fear and need for security to the living expression of not needing to "know" before we say yes to life's opportunities.

If you are ever in Nashville you might check out the Amun Ra Theater and it's offerings of life lived creatively.The roles you'll see acted out there are directed by the heart and the spirit, that's an example we can all learn from. Check them out at http://web.mac.com/jeffocarr/iWeb/amunratheatre/Welcome.html

Monday, July 6, 2009

2009 Spirit Recovery Weekends


JULY 10 & 11

Jeremy Pajer & Jean Marie Guthery
CREATING YOUR VISION
This workshop is designed to help you create the life you really want. Learn to dream big and without limits. Including a meditative labyrinth walk, Vision Boards, and learning to let go of whatever blocks participants can identify that stand between them and the life they want to create for themselves. Participants will conclude the workshop with a renewed sense of direction, vision and purpose.

JULY 17 & 18
Andrew Krichels
EMBODYING RECOVERY
Our bodies are encyclopedias full of knowledge; we simply need to learn to look and listen. Throughout this extraordinary weekend, will explore centering, balance, relationship and collaboration through movement. In a non-judgmental, open style, through movement and stillness, we will download what are bodies are trying to tell us about working through resistance to recovery and taking the next right step.

AUGUST 21 & 22
Lee McCormick
TOLTEC TRANSCENDENCE WEEKEND
Changing your life in the awakened state requires a dedicated strength of will. In order to change, you need to pull yourself out of your own dream, and develop an outside point of view. Developing this “outside of the fishbowl” awareness is the minimal chance to create a new way of experiencing your life. With awareness, transformation can begin. Using ancient Toltec wisdom combined with contemporary common sense, we will explore ideas such as how the mind works, the way we are domesticated, and tools for living in a new dream. We will also have an opportunity to experience our transcendental nature through ritual, vision questing and guided meditations. We invite you to join us for this extraordinary opportunity to discover the Toltec way to personal freedom, and the creation of the dream of heaven on earth.

AUGUST - TBA
The Ranch and Magnolia Creek will host Mary Bellofatto.

OCTOBER 2 & 3
Dede Beasley HORSE CAMP
In every adult horse lover there is still the kid who wants to know everything about horses. Horse Camp provides a mini-intensive for those who want to learn about subjects such as horse breeds, color and markings, different levels of care, the roles of veterinarian and farrier, purchasing a horse and other areas of basic equestrian knowledge. The workshop will also include basics of natural horsemanship. Clients will have an opportunity to do some actual round pen work.

OCTOBER 9 & 10
Dawn Zurlinden, LOVING IT ALL
The path to freedom from suffering involves the point of view we develop about events and circumstances, as well as what we create for ourselves in our lives. Our relationships with others, with a higher power, and mostly with ourselves immediately reflect to us where we are and are not loving, and where we are suffering. In this weekend “playshop”, we will draw from varied spiritual traditions, with an emphasis on Toltec philosophy. We will learn dynamic tools to get to the inner loving beings that we really are, discovering that we really can love it all.

NOVEMBER 20 & 21
Lee McCormick
TOLTEC TRANSCENDENCE WEEKEND
Changing your life in the awakened state requires a dedicated strength of will. In order to change, you need to pull yourself out of your own dream, and develop an outside point of view. Developing this “outside of the fishbowl” awareness is the minimal chance to create a new way of experiencing your life. With awareness, transformation can begin. Using ancient Toltec wisdom combined with contemporary common sense, we will explore ideas such as how the mind works, the way we are domesticated, and tools for living in a new dream. We will also have an opportunity to experience our transcendental nature through ritual, vision questing and guided meditations. We invite you to join us for this extraordinary opportunity to discover the Toltec way to personal freedom, and the creation of the dream of heaven on earth.

DECEMBER 11 & 12
Jeremy Pajer & Brooke Kalan
ONCE UPON A TIME
Do you often find yourself wanting to break free of the Life you’ve created but do not know where to begin? Over the course of their workshop, Brooke and Jeremy will guide you on a journey of transformation. The journey will begin with you. They will invite you to take a close look at your beliefs and agreements and to uncover the messages inherent in the world that you live in. They will invite you to unlock your true potential and to unveil your True Self. You can re-create your life according to what you really want. Using the transformative tools they present, you can re-claim your birthright: boundless joy, personal freedom and unconditional love.

Please continue to check our website regularly for upcoming special events and to preview media interviews and articles. www.recoveryranch.com.